Awesome weekend.           
19 June 2010
Fathers day dinner! 
 
Love is a big big thing in the world and My grandfather is the cutest elderly I've ever seen :-) having to see him eating durians is purely a bliss, his simple satisfaction of joy. I had Dinner with my paternal side relatives and it was an extraordinary dinner although it may seem like any other dinner, I enjoyed myself ! :-) like every other time, it starts off with silence and that would be smth you dread if you're there. But, I took initiative! :) and luckily, there was reaction, better than nothing actually. We played 'truth or dare' over the table and it enjoyable experience cos it didn't have to end up being a noise-less dinner. After the dinner, we went back to Singapore and the next day, we'll be back in Malaysia again. It's becos I was still a little sick that's why I didn't wanted to stay anywhere else except home.  
Next day, 20th June. We celebrated maternal grandfather's father day lunch. Before that we went to m'sia church. And yeap, we had fun too. And this time, our table's topic is yuansheng korkor's personal life, he hasn't got a gf, and as his cousin, we were being "worried". Of course, after the lunch we went to City Square to shop. Then qiqi and I shoped with jiachuin and jiajia. Seriously, the both of them shop super fast, less than an hour, both of them from a few hundred ringit to one ringit. Pro! Haha. After that we went back to popo hse for dinner but before that, we went to small aunt's hse to play badminton! :) quite fun buy i was still sick, so could exercise much.  Dinner was great and everything else was nice after that. Great weekend! :) love it! :-)         

yeap, its the holidays but my holidays its like no use-.- got so many ISPL homework plus i still got CHINESE TUITION every morning from 9am- 1pm! aiyo, the whole morning is gone like that. its for 3 weeks.. now, i am sick.. goodness, have been sick for two times this hoidays already but this time is worst. must see doctor again i think. anyways, gonna rest now. seeyah.

Today had ANNUAL AWARDS CEREMONY and I'm just involved in the parade and it rained today. Supposed to cancel the parade but it was brought to the Indoor sports hall instead and it was like a 5mins plan! But it turned out very well! :) and seriously, the guest of honour was so young and pretty, didn't expect that. I thought it would be some quite old woman.. After went to the hall to do the "walkway" for the VIP. It was fun after all:) but super tiring. Feel like sleeping already. This year, a lot of things happening and it all seemed so fast. Like my sec3 life is already half gone and next year is my o'levels. Time is running out. And yeah, a lot of things happen in school. Being stared by people in class is just terrible. Not only one but a few. The feeling is eerie. Like every single action you do, got someone staring at you. This year, I feel closer to many more people unlike last year. Maybe I like disturbing ppl more this year? Haha. It's fun to disturb ppl! Serious. And you see their reaction, it's just hillarious and I seriously hope I can enjoy my secondary school life before it ends.(:

Yeap, today got Enrolment. Quite the same as last year, and this time it was quite fun luh. Parents didn't go bcos they go Trinity for service, got special service.. And I got 2 appointment letter, one is I'm promoted to sergeant and the other one is, I'm a platoon commander! Happy:D and I was in GOH contingent, then bcos of that, we didn't sit with our company during the enrolment service and all of us squeezed at tHe back. Sat behind Eugene and he was disgusting! Too disgusting to describe what he did!
Yeap, and uncle johnathan also came, obviously. Then he talked to me, as usual, he always talk to me when he sees me. I'm a NCO now:)
and, I was stuck outside my hse with no keys and nobody at home. Spent 2hours waiting. Greattt. -.- when my maid come, she still tell me Jesus loves me. Even more greatt. Wuyan.

yeap, we collected our photos last saturday(: it was awesome! haha. my holidays are over, and school starts again. boring. my same life with the same routine starts again.. and i rused through my physics homework ytd online, fantastic results, all tikam one:D HAHA. and i was soo busy yet so many people talked to me..

anyway, i think ive lost the passion for people, the motivation. my mother just argued with me. have i been selfish or have i really lost the love? i dont know. i dont want to go to school tmr. haiz... i shld stay out more, and stop coming home so early.. tmr tuition, and thurs got english oral, my teacher is mr nicholas! and i see him cfm cannot talk properly one, so awkward and see his expression already want to laugh.. LOL. i'll try my best to talk..

Let the fire burn within me again. God, help.

I'm tired of studying. Next weeks is holidays! Finally. But it's gonna be a busy holiday.. I would have so many things to do. Starting frm saturday, got camp, till Monday.. Then tues need to go school for history extra lessons. FINALLY I CAN DO HISTORY! I was soooo happy that day when Mr lam say my answer was acceptable. Finally get it correct and I figured it out ALL BY MYSELF! :) then wed need to go Jurong east to CIP, thursday need to go Jurong bird park to do CIP again.. Friday is the only day I'm free..
Got many many random and weird thoughts that I myself cant figure out why am I thinking that way. Lol. Chim. Anyways, I hope I can focus and stop thinking abt all the crazy and redundant stuffs.. And thurs got class party I think..

This friday got cross country and I'm doing duty, timekeeper. Cos I don't want to run:) haha. Then after that I'm going to watch movie! I think:) yay! Hopefully can watch Alice in the wonderland, looking forward to it:)

Yesterday, I went to church:) yeap, I didn't regret going cos the sermon was really good:) although many things happened. Anyway, ytd I realised I have been trying to invite my cousin, Jiachuin, to church for 5yrs. LOL. Really super long. I don't think I will stop? My wish is to bring him to Christ. I don't know why. It's somehow a burden? Hmm, I got a lot of questions to ask.. Buy I don't know when I will ask, maybe when God leads me.. Cos I don't know why, I think every opportunity is not suitable. Maybe it's Fear? I will try and ask him one fine day. Anyway, after service, cellgrp went to xuans hse for cellgrp, I didn't go cos daddy won't allow, then I went to Jurong point with parents after that:) yeap, shopped around. We separated from daddy cos my sister want to buy clothes. Then after that, we met before going home. Daddy bought this chocolate that I liked and normally he will never buy it cos it's really expensive. It's the gummy choco. It's like $4plus, even I will consider twice before buying but daddy bought two.. One for me and the other for Sis. Then I go say, " daddy finally 想通le! ". Then after a long while, he say ya, cos he old already, cannot eat a lot of things already so he will buy for us to eat instead. I suddenly feel sad.. 人老病死.. Haiz.. Anyway, thanks dad for the choco:)

Today, didn't go church, parents and Sis went to Trinity@paya lebar. And my dad got a god-daughter, which makes her my elder godsis? She's 17 I think, and frm china, not the typical arogant china nationals but someone super nice and caring:) then dinner, we barbecue and steamboat at home:) 2in1. But it made us all smelly and smoky. Haha, but it's fun! :-) and I had diarrhoea 3 times today.. That's all for today:) I don't feel like going school Tmr! But I have to go;( sad.

I suddenly feel weird. Dont know why.. feel sad? lol.

Anyway, had fun during chinese new year(: and i missed the times in malaysia already! i dont want to go to school! haiz.. and really, my face today look so pimple-less! and when i get back to school, my pimples will be back. sianzxc. lol. and i really got a weird feeling, i think i ______ you, but it will be impossible for anything to happen and if you really _____ i will confirm ______. HAHAHA, all the blanks sounds wrong! LOL.

Pictures! :

Very very long never blog, hmm, and very long never use com alr, cos im SUPER busy, next week so many tests! ahh, cannot cope. Dying! i can wait for CNY so i can finally relax again! next week got a lot a lot of test and im like stressed up. and my results for many tests arent good, so not what i expected. NEED TO STUDY HARD. and especially with dhanuja beside me, who studies like mad, AND NEVER DO HOMEWORK, and COMES TO SCHOOL TO COPY ALL MY HOMEWORK and NEVER LISTENS IN CLASS, and scores like way higher than me. i WU YAN. beginning was really terrible,i couldnt cope at all, certain days break down and cry. now, a bit better. I shall pray hard and work hard! :D

There are also many problems that are not supposed to be there and is there. why must it be there?! let me do what i want.. why must force me?!

Anyways, my dad gave me my angpow alr! HAHA, early right. But this time is special, he gave me ATM card. and he is supper efficient! i rmb, last sunday night, my mum say to my dad, " put money in my bank for me to spend " and he said okay. then i said, " DADDY! I also want! " then i gave all the lame excuses of not having enough money and blahblah, then thursday night, he suddenly said he apply a card for me. :D YAY, and the next day, i have it! HAHA, fast horh! but the card not my name lah, its my dad's name cos i dont have IC :D

the pictures are  uploaded to facebook:) a few over here too:D